Sweet Dreams

It’s crazy to think about how many people die with their dreams. So many people leave this earth without sharing their gifts. So many people depart without telling a single soul their hearts’ ambitions and desires. One of my biggest fears is that that’s how I will end up – dying together with my many dreams.

People die at all ages, but it’s often especially devastating when a young person passes away. You often hear things like: “He had so much life ahead of him; he barely got a chance to live.” or “She had so much potential and so many plans.”  In actuality, these statements could be made about “older” people who pass away as well. A lot of people die with their potential and take all the “plans” they wanted to accomplish on Earth with them, partly because of fear and also because many of us spend the time we do have here barely living, as if we have all the time in the world to start or as if we are already dead.

I’ve realized that if we’re not careful, our sweet dreams can easily become our beautiful nightmares. When the dreams that we spend hours upon hours fantasizing about start to seem as though they will only ever be just dreams and fantasies, those dreams can slowly start to become torturous. The reality of this beautiful nightmare is why I have to constantly remind myself to protect my mindset and strive to combat fear with faith and action. I know that I need to allow my aspirations to be sources of motivation and encouragement; however, I frequently find myself becoming deterred and discouraged when I think about my many dreams and how impossible they sound. But I have to believe that my dreams and passions have been laid on my heart for a reason, no matter how unrealistic or unattainable they may seem. And I can’t just believe, I have to also do. “For as the body without the spirit is dead, so faith without works is dead also (James 2:26).” I have to persistently take steps towards my dreams, no matter how small those steps may be. And when I don’t see results right away, I have to muster up the faith and strength to persevere.

What’s impossible for someone else can be possible for me. The amazing fairy-tales in my head can in time become my amazing reality.

Then the Lord answered me and said:

“Write the vision
And make it plain on tablets,
That he may run who reads it.
For the vision is yet for an appointed time;
But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie.
Though it tarries, wait for it;
Because it will surely come,
It will not tarry.”

                                                                                – Habakkuk 2:2-3

I’m Getting Ready

I’m getting ready to shed the skin that has been encasing a fearful soul.

I’m getting ready to awaken the dormant spirit that has left me numb and dull.

I’m getting ready to accept imperfection and drown every debilitating fear.

I’m getting ready to allow for every therapeutic tear.

I’m getting ready to breathe for the very first time.

I’m getting ready to experience what happens when faith and action combine.

I’m getting ready to uncover what has been kept hidden.

I’m getting ready to invest in every gift I have been given.

I’m getting ready to evict the lies that have made homes in my head.

I’m getting ready to be shocked by all that lies ahead.

I’m getting ready to reap the fruit of life that hangs from sacred trees.

I’m getting ready to make the most of each moment and embrace more opportunities.

I’m getting ready to strengthen and use my voice.

I’m getting ready to love, because there is no other choice.

I’m getting ready to live – live bold and free.

I’m getting ready to live authentically me.

I’m getting ready to strive and find ways to soar.

I’m getting ready to carry out what I’ve been created for.

 

However, as it is written: 
“No eye has seen, 
no ear has heard, 
no mind has conceived 
what God has prepared for those who love him”—

                                                                               – 1 Corinthians 2:9